Sunday, January 22, 2012
Where is the F&%*ing sun?! I need sunlight and I need it now! I am losing my mind and feeling like I am wandering through a very dark and sad existence. Without the sun, I feel so tired and motionless. I have a hard time just getting up in the morning because it feels like night ... there is no f&*%ing sunlight? How do others survive this? I have heard "bee pollen", "exercise", "a sunlamp" ... none of these help. There seems to be no substitute. The only cure I know is summer ... or maybe relocating to s sunny place .... like the Caribbean! Just thinking about this makes me smile ... thinking of the sun and warmth creates a change in the mind ... I think I will try meditation.